NOEL IS DEFINITLY FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


soooooooooooooooo...I e-mailed this lady to see if I could audition for the Bolshoi ballet andANDDD she actually e-mailed me back!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!
So as of now I am going to be auditioning for the Bolshoi on Wednesday! WHOLLY FUCK SHIT!!!!

But if I get it--OMG--I will be starting rehearsals right away, and I will be performing at the Metropolatain Opera house (OMFG!) and I will........BE GETTING PAID!!!!!! AHH! Not too much, but STILL!

OMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!

So as of tomorrow I am on a Power Bar and vegtable diet! (com'on its the Bolshoi--their Russian, and anerexic!) And I am going to be doing sit ups and feet exercises EVERY NIGHT! I already did mine today..thank god!!!!!!!!!!

OMG! I can't believe this is happening!! O_O

THe only this is...I have to miss a SHIT load of Ailey...eEEek! Like a week! Fuck! I'm going to have to lie to them....cuz ur not suppose to miss classes AT ALL, and ur definitly not supppose to be performing with other dance programs....this is the ONLY thing that keeps me questioning if I really should be doing this or not.....FUCK!
feedback please!!!!!!!!!

*trys to calm self as it is midnight here and I have class at 9am tomorrow*